Yep...the year is ending and I still don't have any inspiration to flash :/

I am making a lot of poems and music though, which is my dream as a musician õ/
Not much stuff in English though, so I can't really post alot here...
I did make one in English today, so I'll post it here:

I hope you enjoyed my time for you shall not see me again
I am no longer part of your world, I am no longer just your friend
I hoped I could continue on but the pain inside is growing me dead
and I can no longer suffer the bourden of hearing your voice inside of my head
I've longed to touch your skin, my dream came true but that is all that I got
A simple embrace that sent me to heaven but now I see I cannot
be with you till the end of my life but that is how it should be

If your friendship is all that I will ever have, my life you will never again see..

Yeah, I deleted myself form her life for my own good :/
The need to want sux ;~